there is nothing more i want than to feel better...
i feel like shit.... i am in pain, and i feel horrible. i am sure it will go away soon. or if it doesn't, i have gotten to the point where i just want to sleep all day long. but i get up and walk around...
i called the doctor, they said i probably feel this way because i have never really had chemotherapy.
entries are getting slow. i get online every day. i talk and chat with friends. but i don't think i want to let people know what i am really feeling. i don't type much here because here is where i let all my feelings out. if someone asks how i am, i always respond great, or fine.
i should get back to doctors orders and rest. if anyone e-mails me and wants to talk on a more personal level, i sure will reply. maybe i feel that a journal is just too out in the open. my e-mail is [email protected]
anyway, it is resting time for me.
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