happy birthday to my dear friend.... FREDDIE MERCURY. the only person who truely kept me sane. i love you freddie, and i hope that where ever you are, you are waiting for me to join before the show goes on there. or atleast you waited for mum :)
i've been thinking. and don't say OHNO it's a sappy story. it is, but i figured i have to face reality before anything else i do.
the doctors gave me less that 6 months to live. so, i think what do i do? i want to plan a day to die on. no, i am not going to call someone to kill me or kill myself. if there was any day i could choose to die on would either be, today, november 24th, or july 17th. WHY?
freddie mercury was born on september 5th. it was a day a star was born. why can't it be a day that a once rising star died? (i was talking about me you dope)
july 17th was the date mum died. maybe it would just bring me closer to her. i would love it. i have so many questions to ask! however, july 17th is more than 6 months away.
november 24th is the day that freddie mercury passed. and he once said "i will not be a rockstar, i will be a legend". i don't want to be known as just a person who went through so much shit. i want my life to be a story. a story that everyone can tell for years to come! years that i wont be around. years that i would have loved to stay, but had to take a long vacation for the shitty place.
~~~~~~NEWS~~~~~~
what do you say when someone asks you to be your fiance? someone who you love more than ever. however, i cant compare him to how much i loved mum, or how much i love dad and johnny. matt is up there though. but loving family is different that loving someone who you just adore. someone who you cant stop loving even if you have to absolutely break up with.(which i am surethat wont happen)someone who you can tell anything and they wont get grossed out with. someone who you know will be there for you no matter what. you know what? I SAID YES!
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