i cry over and over again...
Written at: 5:32 p.m. on 2004.10.08

i was watching the whole kennedy(sp?) assination thing on tv. i cried. more and more tears came every time they showed that clip. i put myself in mrs. kennedy's position to see what it would probably be like. imagine your loved ones head blowing up and a peice of it landing on your pink dress suit. i would be horrified. more horrified than when my ex-boyfriend shot himself when we were at that resturaunt.

i don't get the whole american hate towards a president. from what i have heard kennedy was a good president. if i could vote and was alive back then, i would have voted kennedy. plus, he was cute.

the documentary talked about how there could have been three different assassins. either by lee harvey oswald, the mafia, or the cia. the arguement is pretty convincing. people heard shots from three different places. a bridge where the cia were. a building and where the grass was. i didn't catch who was in the building. i don't even know if it was a building. i was in the bathroom during that part.

anyway, but i guess it was more convincing that oswald was the one to blame. maybe they thought it was because he didn't look too rich. who knows.

it made me cry. i hate seeing horrible things on tv. that's why i hardly watch the news.

i am almost tempted to say that i am single. because i feel like i am. i feel horrible when i say it. but i think that i am single. if he really loved me, he would atleast try to keep in contact. he really would. i know he would. he could simply call just for a minute.

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