being in a hospital for ever a week is overwhelming. there were a lot a tears from me. trent stayed there the whole time. there was a shower in my room thank god! the only time we got to spend time with another was the night time. he shared the bed with me. hospital beds are uncomfortable.
anyway, the diagnosis? they said that the mpd never really went away. so, that explains why it came back. and it started up again because of all the stress abd loneliness. i was stressed out because i was always worying about trent, plus, i was under stress because of all the chemo treatments. and i was lonely because trent was gone, and i started purposely secluding myself because i just did. i supposed i was lonely and felt i deserved it.
so, the mpd never went away, it took a break...
i hate health...
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