am i even taken anymore? do i still have a fiance? was it all a hoax? all of these bad thoughts are going through my mind. maybe it's the american way of love. when they finally have you wrapped around your finger, they leave you. i heard it through the grape vine that he was going to be out partying for a week. that was when i got back from england almost 2 weeks ago.
oh well, maybe it would be better that i am not involved in anything before i go. because the more sick i get, the more i am going to need someone with me. really... and i guess i can have fish lips here with me 24/7 during the last part of my life.
i have to take shots now. DAMNIT! once i stop heroine, now i have to shoot up again. but this time it is with stuff that will keep me healthy and i only need it in emergency situations.
i am on 10 different medications.... it sucks
One by One. Only the good die young. They're only flying to close to the sun. But life goes on, without you.New Years - 2007-01-02
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Her very last entry... This is my very first... - 2006-09-19
My goodbye - 2006-05-03
">at least a phone call to know that he is still alive - 2004.09.25
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