i guess it is normal to wonder if you did the right thing after you get married. i always hear about people thinking that. and their marriages have lasted. so, i suppose that it is normal.
right after i thought am i doing the right thing? but then the feeling went awayright after and i haven't felt that feeling again. so, i must be doing fine.
chemo starts on the 7th. the doctors said that once i get my health to a normal state it is possible to have a child. there will be complications. and it is recommended not to have a child. the doctors also said that it is weird that i do still have a sex drive. i suppose that with leukemia it all goes away.
so, what shall my child/ren be named? if it is a boy, diffinately patrick. it is a girl, i am thinking about lora, like my friend, or emma, like mum.
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